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be my escape- relient k
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption
because I know to live you must give your life away
And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave
Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging
You to be my escape.
I fought You for so long
I should have let You in
Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You
Sunday, July 13, 2003
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hey hey hey. suprise suprise. guess everyone do misread blog sometimes. bah. wan't even referring to who you thought i was referring to. heh. was just refering to some VS guy who was pestering me. haha. why would i refer to her? not that heartless lah. -shakes head- think it's cute how everyone assumes, isn't it? people assume that the first paragraph of the last entry was for them. haha. no lah...it was for my mum. people assume that the second paragraph was for them....haha. no lah...it was for. a special someone? hehe. then people assume that the third paragraph is for them. well well well...it isn't, alright? -shrugs- whether you people actually believe it or not, i Do know people apart from you all yes? aiya. i hold no grudge against her. why would i be so mean as to say something like that? i don't classify people according to who they hang out with yes? everyone is different. not that narrow minded.
my sympathies are with her. not with you all.
in this world, no one is perfect. no one is liked by everyone else. you dislike me, fine. i don't really bother 'cuz it goes both ways. i have my friends and you guys have each other. isn't it enough? i'm happy. and so are you guys. let's just stay out of each other's ways yes?
i'm happy the way i am. i have friends, believe it or not. i have a pretty good family. i have someone who loves me and whom i love. i have pretty decent results. and yes, there Are actually people who like me.
think you guys have pretty decent lives too. friends, family, results. you have people who don't like you, right? i'm no exception. but do you all care about them? you don't.
well, neither do i.
i may have never been strong. but i have at least, became stronger. you can see through me. maybe so. but remember, my dear friend. that nothing is one-sided.
tihs will be the last entry about you guys that i am going to write. whether you dislike me ornot, it is of no concern. you may think you know me, but sometimes. things aren't the way they seem.
never judge a book by its cover.
don't you all find it tiring to keep finding faults with others? let's all be decent and stay out of each other's way. it isn't good to hate, you know?
i have a clear conscience. and i am decent enough to know where's the line. i will Never. i repeat. Never say something like that -points downwards- to her. i have a heart, you know?